March 8, 2010

Distracted


 I am distracted of being a student and being within my parents premises right now.  That's it, I said it right and directly.

I'm on my 24th year of being dependent to them. Oh my… A very frustrating reality; All my friends are out there earning a living while I still depend with  what my parents can offer me. Some of my girl friends are  carrying bags of diapers and baby stuffs, while I am here carrying bags of notes and books. It feels like I had nowhere to go and seems I'm in the middle of nowhere again.

At 24, I got all the disappointments one can get--
bad life…
bad decisions…
Being alienated…
Rocky roads…
Failing memory…
Worst attitude…
And down the line!

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