July 15, 2010

An open letter for Lino

 Dear Lino,

How I wished that someday you could actually drop by my site to read this.(Of course that is if you have a damn idea that this is existing)

 Everyone knows how much I hated you.

How I hated myself that I wasted my time for us.

I hate you for I can’t blame you because there is no point for that. It’s another waste of time.
*Sigh*
If I could only slap you, kick your ass, and throw you away, I’ll really do. But I just can’t. All I want now is to be free from everything there was.

And if given a chance to be with you again, you know what I’m going to tell you?
Please learn to use the “no comment” line when you’re asked about us, about me, or about the past because it is over.
I wished I had the right to demand to you to forget everything about us and anything about me.

Don’t you have any idea how stressful it is on my part to hear something about our relationship before, just because you told them? I am expecting that there is still “just-between-the- two- of-us” facts even our relationship had already ended. I thought it was air-tight! 

It’s over so you should have kept it yourself instead of broadcasting it to the whole world. I know you got friends, you got our Brods , you got our Sisses. What are you trying to show them anyway?  Please! Learn to pick and throw the right thing.


And for the worst, I'm sorry to tell you that it is a gay thing to create a story to make the drama complete. I hate you for that. I really do. You're making me sad, you never failed to do so anyway. 

I can’t feel you, I even don't know you anymore…you've gone too far... or perhaps, that's the real you.
I need some respect...
For once Lino...


Sincerely,
Sis Cristy

*expect me to smile and act like I have no idea*
P.S. 
My hope is not to see you and not to hear from you especially now that I am mad.

2 comments:

  1. Awwww.

    Nabasa na kaya ito ni Lio?

    Hi Tim

    ReplyDelete
  2. hi J.Kulisap... hmmm mukhang hindi pa, napadala sa hangin... haha

    ReplyDelete

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