Things are manage differently in the hope to discover something to fill the missing links—at the very least not to make another one. But then, things remained disconnected.
I search endlessly thus this journey exhausts me. Each morning comes with a question, as if the chirps of the little birds outside my window are there to remind that I still got no answer until this time. I should have it by now. Ignorance is always the most exhausting part of this journey--the "not knowing part of life"
Despite this melodramatic series I stayed to show the world that I am good. The sadness within me will motivate me to search for a happy walk, my weakness for my search of strength and my pain to seek for a restore.
This journey is yet to end. There are a lot to be done, truths to be told, and dilemmas to surpass. Unending it maybe, round and round it will always go but this long route I took will someday make me feel being rewarded.