Forwards and a Little of Backwards

I am now ready to face reality that today will never be the same as yesterday. I'll be facing life and circumstances all alone with no one's hand to help me. I am determined to make a new step. Steps forward will do and a little of backwards to guide my way. I know, somehow I am strong and I can do this little by little… it is being dependent on others that made me weak. And now that I have no one to depend on, I can have my strength back in no time.

As I always believed since I was younger than I am right now ;) (I admit it that I am getting younger no more) loving one's self is a beginning of a life long romance… I have to stick with this. I have to love my self consistently, not loving today and hating tomorrow…but consistently. I have to accept everything about me, get rid of insecurities and seeing others as lucky unlike me. I am lucky. I know I am, only that, I was not able to appreciate because I was pre occupied with insecurities. The culprit! Being so insecure with others make me unlucky… I was the one who made me unlucky. And I'll be the one who will make my self into a lucky one.

Happy 2010