Trust

Trust, perhaps it is the most important...

But... what if you don’t trust the person you thought you love...

Is it still “love”?

Is it really possible that love would exist without trusting?

Do you really love despite the fact that deep within you there is doubt?

You feel it, the one you been longing...

Happy as you wished you can be... but never contented.

Everything seems real... you almost believe... you tried to...

Yet you’re still seeking for assurance...

Security, perhaps...

You thought you can be protected by someone else...

But you ended up protecting yourself...

Because you can’t consider another mistake

 Scared... of what? Of trusting and believing?

There is no one to trust... no one...

Words... extravagant words...so unreal

Actions... promises... plans... it will never be a reality

Trust, mysterious as it is...You know you need it, but you don’t have it.

Originally poster at cristymay.multiply.com

out of my mind

This is funny,for me it is.

I've been out here for quite a while, just letting things happen. I got no intention of letting people understand what is happening right now...silence...silence... and still... silence...

it is true that I am being half hearted in things I used to loved, unenthusiastic in things I do, and been unresponsive to people I used to be with...but who cares... this is my life under process... one step at a time... I'm starting to love my life.

I am not good and I don't remember I told anyone out there that I was...most of all: I NEVER PRETEND THAT I KNOW THINGS AND I KNOW LIFE...(like the way other people do)


Originally posted at cristymay.multiply.com