Earlier today I was oriented by the agency’s policies. I was
surprised and disappointed by a lot of things I decided not to talk about.
I was even told of what to wear for a week or two. Since I can no longer wear
my dresses (The HR coordinator told me I was not supposed to wear something
that could catch everybody’s attention like I always do… Is it my fault to be
pretty madam?!! nyahahha) kidding aside, I obliged myself to buy new get-ups
just the way they required. I bought white T-shirts, white shoes, socks, pants,
cap, a small notebook, and a pen. Whew! That reminded me of my neophyte days! Damn
it.
Earlier this evening, I hate to admit this, I cried as I felt
sorry for myself that I’m going to have my first day of work tomorrow. I was
thinking of how my life had been… of how lucky I am to live such kind of life. That
I stoop down this far. In any way, since
I left myself with no other choice but to make my life miserable so I’ll be
working hard like I deserved one. The only comfort I’m giving myself right now
is that this is my way to start disciplining myself. I need this to grow.
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